:lonely: I know, this is rather pathetic... But when I think, that in 2 months I will be blowing all by myself - more than 100% sure - candles on my b-day cake - if! there will be any cake! Maybe will get some wishes, caused by fb's b-day reminder - this is even more pathetic - cause nobody really cares to remember my b-day - yes, of course - what for! Will get no any gifts and most likely I will have even nobody to talk with - like today... everyday! I sit in my room in my 47m2 apartment, in total silence! It's good for my throat - cause I don't have to open my mouth to talk to myself. Even now I speak nothing out loud! My mail box is filled